February 25, 2020

So today I am going to be grateful I have not cried as much today. Grieving sucks. I am grateful for Cory telling me I did not need to apologize even though I still feel like I have let so many people down. I am grateful to feel, even when it hurts as the pain guides me to where I most need to heal. I am grateful for Alyssa and her hugs as they truly helped. I am grateful for the pain as it reminds me how much this means to me.